Updates...sort of

I really should update more often, because by the time I do, there is so much to say, it's a bit overwhelming. But somethings must remain unsaid for the time being, so maybe it's just as well for now.
Nana is still in the nursing home. Unbelievable how hard that decision was to make. She saw the neurologist on Friday and he is wanting to rule out a stroke, so we went for an MRI on Saturday. Hopefully those results will be back tomorrow. She continues to fall, or almost fall since fortunately there is usually a nurse or therapist around to catch her. If she were at home, it would be a matter of time before she would break a hip, so it's just as well.
Then there's Dale. He had his annual physical last week (for the first time in 10 years!) and had some very irregular results come back. VERY irregular. Now I'm not meaning to be a pessimist, but it just doesn't look very promising. He will see a specialist on the 11th, so we will see what happens then.
I have a tendency to complicate things, or at least my emotions tend to. I want and try to do the right things, but that doesn't seem to work out. Perhaps if I could turn my feelings off, it would benefit everyone. But I seem to be incapable of that. So for the time being I continue to fall on my face and try to pull myself up and dust myself off and hope no one noticed...
More soon, and hopefully more honesty as well. So many things I should share, just can't right now.